Chapter 34.
Courtney POV.
Well, this is embarrassing. I know I’m being silly because it is nothing Kaden hasn’t seen
before but feeling vulnerable especially because I don’t look how I did when we first got
together.
I have stretch marks on my belly and breasts, thicker thighs and my ass is the same size as
Texas. Not to mention now I have a few bruises and scrapes from when I feel. I don’t want him seeing me like this.
I look in the mirror and I’m shocked at what I’m seeing. Christ on a bike. My face is black and
brown in places from the ash and dirt, I’ve got a dressing on my forehead, my hands are just
gross from the blood and grass. I look like I’ve walked through hell and had a fight with a bush
and lost.
“You still look beautiful you know.” Kaden’s voice startles me I turn and look at him over my
shoulder. Then I realise there is a draft, and the back of the hospital gown is open. At least I
still have my underwear on.
To top it off the underwear I am wearing are my big panties. Or my grannies as I call them.
The thought of wearing a thong whilst pregnant makes me shudder. Hats off to the pregnant
ladies that still wear them, I salute you and your coochie.
“Let me help you.” Kaden says as he walks closer to me and my breath catches in my throat
as he touches my bare shoulder. My heart rate kicks up and I bite my bottom lip. Damn
pregnancy hormones are choosing now to turn me into a horny mess.
“I can do it.” I say with a breathy sigh, and he looks at me and smirks.
“I know you can, but where is the fun in that. Now be a good girl and let me help you.” The way
he says good girl, makes me choke with the moan that threatens to leave my throat. I’m lost
in the feeling of his hands on my heated flesh and imagines flit through my head of all the
things he would do to me, and all the things I would do to him.
Head out of the gutter you damn hormonal horny mess!
“Courtney,” I realise I have been lost in thought and by the smug look on his handsome face
he knows where my head just went. Fabulous.
“Hmm, did you say something?” I ask and he chuckles shaking his head as he steps into my
personal space. His hands grip my face, and I look into his eyes, and he is searching mine. My
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breath catches in my throat as he moves closer to me. I close my eyes waiting for him to kiss me. But he doesn’t. I open my eyes and he is watching me when he blinks and steps back before he drops to his knees.
I look down and realise he got me out of the gown and I’m standing in my underwear, and he is face level with my bump.
I feel self–conscious and try to turn away to shield my body from his lust filled gaze. He grips my hips to stop me from turning away from him.
“Don’t you ever feel self–conscious again, you hear me? You are more beautiful that ever Courtney and don’t you forget it.” His hands move around to my belly as he holds my bump in
his hands.
I have the urge to run my fingers through his dark hair. I watch as his finger traces each and
every stretch mark and I look away.
“These are your tiger stripes. They are a reminder of how strong you are, you are growing our
daughter these are your badges of honour.” He says as he kisses my belly, and I feel a shock
that runs straight to my core. Kaden kisses every stretch mark earning a kick from our
daughter.
“Oh, did you like that little bean? Did daddy tickle you?” He chuckles softly rubbing his hands
on my belly like it will bring him good fortune. Bean kicks and punches and Kaden chuckles.
watching her move under my skin.
“So precious, so perfect.” He mumbles giving another kiss when he stands and looks into my
eyes.
“Let’s get you in the bath.” He says and I nod my head gulping as I fight back the tears. If I hadn’t seen him again, he would have missed everything. God I was so selfish to not contact him to tell him. I’m a bad person.
“Hey, don’t do that. I know what you are thinking baby and it’s ok. Come on let’s get you bathed and back in bed.” He says as he kisses me, and I kiss him back.
Even though he hurt me, I still love him. What makes this situation even more f****d up is that he the victim in this. Chloe took advantage of him when he was in a vulnerable state and so
that tore us apart.
I know I can’t dwell on the past if I am giving him a second chance. Kaden is not a bad person. her Hell, he was amazing when we were together. It was Chloe who tore us apart and I will pay
back for that. Same as I will to her mom.
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Kaden breaks the kiss, and I stumble slightly as he steadies me, and I blush as I look at him
trying to hide the smile that is threatening to burst on my face.
“You, ok?” He asks me and I smile shyly nodding my head and he takes my hand in his and
leads me to the bath and he sets it up for me. I just watch him as he moves around the bathroom preparing my bath.
Could I get my happily ever after with him? I won’t know unless I try. Once the bath is ready.
He turns to me once more. He fingers grip the hem of my panties and I grip his wrist stopping
him and he looks at me.
“I won’t look. I give you, my word.” He says and I bite my bottom lip and nod my head as I
watch him. He pulls my panties down keeping his eyes on me. I steady myself holding onto
his shoulders as I step out of them. He stands back up not breaking eye contact and that right
there sends me into a frenzy.
He unclips my bra again watching me as he helps me remove the straps with the drip. I’m
completely bare in front of him. His gaze is so intense and my insides quiver with need, my
p***y gripping nothing as my hormones go into hyperdrive.
He takes my hand and leads me to the tub and helps me in. The water is a perfect
temperature as he helps me sit down in the bubbly water. I lean back with a sigh as I soak my
aching muscles. Wincing as I let the hot water wash over the scrapes and bruises.
“Kaden, please don’t leave me.” I say as I look at him and he is sitting on the floor beside my
head. He leans over meeting my lips once more.
“Never baby, you and she are it for me. I love you so much, I always have, and nothing is going
to get in between us again. I love you, Courtney Morrison. Or is it Harrison or maybe even
Gambino?” He says with a chuckle, and I chuckle too. Yeah, I suppose I should choose a
proper name now.
“I love you too Kaden, please don’t hurt me again. I don’t think I would survive it.” I tell him as
he kisses me again, his tongue licks the seam of my lip and I open my mouth for him, his
tongue meeting mine in a slow and passionate kiss. I grip his face and kiss him hungrily.
Pulling him closer to me he moves hovering over me in the bath. The kiss turns frantic,
needing more, I moan into his mouth feeling dizzy with desire and lack of oxygen. He feels so
good. I have missed this; I have missed him.
*Court, you still need to rest baby. I promise when you are better, we will do more. I know you
are in need and so am I. But you have concussion, and I don’t want to hurt you.” He mumbles
against my lips, and I groan knowing he is right.
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“Ok, I will hold you to that.” I say with a slight chuckle as my cheeks burn with the promise of more when I’m better. Kaden is a demon in the bedroom. Kaden was my first, well everything. I knew we had a connection, a chemistry, like a bond.
You can’t fake that, no matter what happens or how much time passes, I know we will always find our way back to each other in the end. Kaden is my person, if you believe in it, he is my soul mate.
Kaden helps me wash and we are talking and laughing especially as he tries to get me dressed again. This is a two–man job. But we managed.
He holds my arm in one hand, and I push the drip stand with the other as we enter the room again. The bedding has been changed, and the door opens as the doctor walks back in with a knowing smile on his face.
“All clean I, see?” He says and I nod my head blushing again.
“Yeah, thank you. I couldn’t stand being covered in ash, dirt, and blood. Kaden helped.” I say
like I’m under a microscope and the doctor looks from me to Kaden and back again and
hums. God above this is embarrassing.
Kaden helps me back into bed as the doctor does his checks and leaves us for the night. I
look at Kaden and he has removed his cut and boots. He climbs up on the bed beside me and
gently pulls me into his arms. My head resting on his muscular chest. He kisses my head.
“Sleep baby, I will be here when you wake up.” He says and I nod my head.
Today has been exhausting, I close my eyes with a slight smile on my face as I breathe in
Kaden’s cologne and let sleep take me.
