Chapter 50
I don’t know what was on my mother’s mind. She came to Levra and begged her to talk to me to prevent me from seeing the doctor who was going.
She bombated met
I don’t know whos Leora thought of me. Lalready felt emborassed and inferior request vulnchi.
of who Leora was now and how she rejected my .
I want hun because Lrera rejected my request, but I was extremely embarrassed because I knew that what
was something impossible
Twas impossible for Exa to come her pregnancy. She was not ready, both physically and mentally. Moreover, there was no n accountable
was no time I could hold
1 had a good name to maintain. I had built a career with great difficulty, not just for one or two months, sacrificing a lot of time and feelings, was no way I could be willing to see or hear people mocking me just because of a mistake made by my sister.
My anger also couldn’t be channeled properly. After the accident, Eva really dropped and I became more worried than angry with her. She crieil continuously and there was a time when she hit her stomach while screaming.
Sty mother panicked and instead of calming me down, she made the atmosphere even more licated by continuing to pressure me to find a solution. She also didn’t want to be embarrassed in front of her friends because of Eva’s pregnancy
However, I didn’t understand why after I found a solution, she became annoying and embarrassed me, even herself.
I knew that my mother never liked Leora and even after I divorced her, she hased Leora even more because it turned out that Ecora’s condition was
what we had expected
But, what did I really expect! That Leora would live in poverty and hardship after divorcing me? That she would beg to stay with me because she couldn’t live without me! That Leora would be desperate and alone after I let her po
Now I was looking for a hundred reasons that could justify me doing what I had done to her.
Leora was
was poor and an orphan. That made her unable to develop and support my career. She was also a burden that had to be borne forever because she didnt work.
Leora was introverted and too simple. That made me not dare to show her among my friends and extended family because they would mock me
Leora couldn’t give me offspring and because of her weak physical condition, I was sure she was sterile. Even in bed, she always looked weak and unenthusiastic, making me lose my lust.
It was only three and now everything turned 180 degrees, slapping my in the face with the bitter reality, which said that I was just a greedy bastand who was impatient and wanted to win alone.
Leora was not pour and an orphan. In fact, she was a daughter of a noble family with immeasurable weahls and she was very pampered and adored by her family who had disappeared.
Leora led a large hospital and her appearance was very classy and elegant, far from ensharrassing. Even compared to Lizzy who had always been proud of, she was far above her
Well, I hold on to cane thing that my action of divorcing her was ri
cause she could not give me children.
I thought it was because she was weak and often sick, but if I think about it again, she started to be like that when my mother and sister started living with us in my house. She was always tired and lethargic:
And what
Sering how many ny le
my lose was and my Inancial situation was in disarray. I think I have lost the best organizer and hostess in my life.
“Peter, Fin desperate; said my mother, lacking me out of my reverie. Tim afraid something will happen to Eva, because of the mistake in the abortion process. The doctor who will handle Eva’s abortion is not convincing at all, he is not even registered with a state–recognized medical
Thraked suddenly so that the car tires screeched brartbreakingly rubbing against the asphalt. Luckily the road we were on was quiet and there were
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Chapter 50
My mother held her seat belt tightly, with her face pale from shock
hit the steering wheel angrily and pulled the car over, before another car passed by. My house was only a few hundred meters away, but I had to finish this conversation with my mother.
“Do you think iny actions will kill Eva? Do you think I’m so desperate and carelessly looking for someone who can perform an abortion on Eva?” I aded in an angry tone, trying to restrain myself from exploding in anger at that moment.
“He’s a specialist doctor! I checked his record and there’s been a lot of evidence of his success without any problems, so I’m finally sure he can help us with our damn pregnancy problem. I sacrificed half of my savings since I was still an prdinary employee and you’re reporting me to Levra!”
“I’m scared.”
mother groaned in a sad tone. “I have no other way. I know that lately you’ve started thinking about Leora again, after seeing how she is now. I thought, if Leora would talk to you, then you would reconsider your decision and we could look for another official doctor
“What do you mean looking for another official doctor? it’s clear that doctors who are tied to a hospital will refuse to perform abortions because they will be subject to legal sanctions. Leora has emphasized that, so I looked for an independent doctor. But I’m not careless either. I still considered many things to use Doctor Vernon’s services He’s a senior doctor and even once became the leader of a large hospital in Louisiana,” I sad in a high tone. I know what I’m doing!
My mother sobbed and said nothing.
“Mom. I wouldn’t be this angry if you only came to Leora, but why did you also say other ridiculous things to her like that! Don’t you realize that it makes you makes me, look very pathetic in Leora’s eyes? Do you want to retract your words? That’s ridiculous!”
“I couldn’t help myself. She rejected me outright and made me look stupid at that time, even though I had humbled myself and begged her. Her arrogance made me angry. I wanted to show that without her help we were fine too,” my mother said stubbornly,
In fact, you made us even worse and more embarrassing in his eyes!” I snapped loudly. “She has the right to refuse. She doesn’t owe us anything She’s also not a random person like we expected after I divorced her! Her level is way above us now!”
“YES, I KNOW AND THAT MAKES ME VERY ANGRY my mother shouted. “SHE SHOULD BE POOR ALONE, SUFFERING, AND SUFFER! I CANT STAND TO SEE HER SURPRISING US WITH HER WEALTHY AND NOBLE FAMILY AND MAKING US LOOK PATHETIC
I was stunned. My mother voiced what had crossed my mind a few days ago –
“Admit that you feel the same way, Peter, my mother continued in a low tone. “You regret divorcing her after knowing who she is, right?” “You’re saying things that don’t make sense, Mom, I replied, trying to keep my voice even
“Admit it. I also regret treating her badly, after knowing who and what she is now. I’m not ashamed to admit it. She’s even richer than Lizzy!”
1 slapped my forehead. I forgot about Lizzy. I should have been near her right now, because she was going to undergo a general check–up after she regained consciousness.
“Come on, let’s not talk about that anymore. I have to go to the hospital Lizzy needs to be accompanied for a general check–up
My mother snorted softly.
“You havent even visited Lizzy and my child at all, Mom!”
“You’re going to take them home soon, right? Later, I’ll meet them when I get home. Right now I have to take care of Eva first. I’m grateful that she survived the operation, but she still needs treatment.”
I knew that my mother was right. Doctor Vernon gave detailed instructions on how to take care of Eva after the abortion and my other really took good care of her because she was so worried.
Just take Lizzy home and tell her to stop modeling until your child starts school. I don’t want to be a free babysitter for your child”
I was shocked to hear my mother’s words and increasingly did not understand what she was thinking. Didn’t she previously want a grandchild so much that she became even more disliking Leora who had not gotten pregnant.
Herrelationship with Lizzy was
previously very good so she was the first person who was very enthusiastic when I said that Lizzy was pregnant and that I would marry her after divorcing Leora
Why did her amuude change now and she even fought with Lizzy. Was this because Lizzy complained to me about her young boyfriend?
I massaged my forehead. My head hurts so much. What was wrong with my family!
