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When I got home, Chad called again.
His voice was full of annoyance.
“Sarah, how far are you going to take this? Give
me a break.”
“You can’t quit, and I’m not signing any divorce papers. Stop trying to play games.”
On the way home, I’d thought of a million
different things he might say.
Would I break down? Would I scream?
But when I picked up the phone and heard his
cold words, I just felt… calm.
“You told me to leave in front of everyone.”
I said quietly.
He paused. Then his voice softened.
“Are you home? Did you want me to call you ‘honey‘? Call me Chad.”
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I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t bring myself to
say that word to him anymore.
“Since you don’t want me to call you Chad, then
fine. Chad, let’s get a divorce.”
He sounded panicked.
“Sarah, what are you talking about?!”
I just stayed quiet. I didn’t joke about things like
this. I’d told him that on our wedding day.
If I ever asked for a divorce, it meant one of us
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didn’t love the other anymore.
Until today, it was him. But now, it was me, too.
Chad must have remembered what I’d said.
He sounded even more desperate.
“Okay, honey, it’s a stressful time at the
company. I didn’t want to spend company
money, it’s just a ring, I can get you a thousand
if you like.”
That made me laugh.
Why was it wrong to buy me a ring? What was
wrong with buying a gift for your freaking wife?
“Chad, you don’t get it. It’s not about the ring.”
After three years, I wanted to explain it to him. I
wanted him to understand.
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But then Tiffany’s voice came over the phone.
“Chad, come quick! This ring is so pretty…”
Chad agreed, and then said coldly, “What else
could it be? I never thought you could be so
shallow, Sarah, disgusts me.”
He hung up.
He must have realized he’d gone too far.
Half an hour later, I got a text.
“Honey, you said you want me no matter what. I
have done nothing with Tiffany.”
I took a deep breath and put down my phone. I
started packing.
I just grabbed a few basic things, just to get
away from this place. I spent forever cutting up
all the photos of me and Chad.
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He didn’t want to see my “ugly” face anymore,
so I’d make sure he never saw it again.
While I waited for the driver, I checked my
phone.
Tiffany had just posted something on social
media.
“I’m so happy! Chad’s ring! Spending the
holiday with him!”
She included a photo of Chad putting the ring
on her finger.
The same hand that I’d exchanged rings with
was now giving a diamond ring to another
woman.
I liked the photo and left a “congratulations”
comment, like all the other coworkers.
It still stung.
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And then I got a thought.
I went to the vanity and grabbed the toy ring from our wedding.
I cut it up, smashed it, and left it on Chad’s
desk.
Plastic ring for a plastic marriage. Now it could
go back to being plastic trash.